My, how things can change literally overnight. All of a sudden, in the blink of an eye, the life you're suddenly living is completely the opposite of the one that you were living for what seems like your complete existence. You open your mouth and breathe in deeper than ever before, and actually exhale. You open your eyes and see colors and things that you never knew existed, so vivid and clear you're afraid they'll blind you, but you can't close your eyes because you're even more afraid you'll miss something, this thing that is your new life.
Oh and it is so beautiful...
Sometimes, all you're living on is faith, faith that things will change, get better, easier, happier. All you have is faith because you've been stripped of every other thing you've ever believed in. Sometimes life can break you down and rip you to shreds and you are left with two choices; keep on going - or stop going all together. You have a choice that is yours and only yours, each person does, mine was to keep on going, even if it seemed unbearable at times.
Heavy hearted, broken in a million tiny pieces, I was left wandering lost through life without vision or direction. Which way to go, what to do, where to land safely, when would I find home. Some people seem to think that home is four walls standing erect between a roof and floor, I have recently come to find that home is a state of mind and a set of arms around you, a hand on your shoulder and a firm voice telling you that all will be well in time, rest assured. And then all of a sudden, all really is well and once again you find your way. You find yourself again, or maybe a new you.
And she is so beautiful.
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